hi,
haha, i decided to take up online blogging though it is become a norm already. but i donno who will read it, i donno why am i writing it for. but somehow, something happened to me nowadays. i think i need some place to vent it out, otherwise i think i will bottle up everything to death. haha
hmm... let see... should i start my story from young? so that u guys will know what kind of life i'm leading? or start frm my present life?
simple... start from young... =x
parent divorce when i'm 7.... living with my mother (cos is father at fault)
a bery poor family
alway lead a "eat won't full but won't starve to death" kind of live. (father's fault)
got depression at 12... always think of killing myself but... ha ha... manage to walk out of it.
started working at 13 @ a small bookshop (illegal child laborer =x) until 15 i think.
no much secondary school friend... a loner...
something happened in between that i don wish to say it out =x
after O'level go back work again... basically i'm a workcoholic ^^
no choice mah... lead a poor poor live... but alway like to spend money... so must work in order to spend lor
now studying in poly... earning sch fee on my own... sian~ still have to work...
got a bunch of good friends... ~used to~
but something happened... but it should be quite common one...
u know~ a bunch of good friend... got boi and gal inside... den boi like the gal...den the gal like the boi oso den others felt left out that kind of things~

BUT
what thing that is making me feeling sux is not that such things
becos human have feeling de right BUT
is those things that they did...
killing
killing me
killing me slowly
i'm dead