Posted at Tuesday, December 30, 2008


uR cHoColATe iS sO sWeET...
JuSt liKe Ur TonGue...
i StiLL RmB...
iT's SwEet...
aLwaYs SwEEt... =P

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i hArdly BloG nOwadAys...
sO mAny tHiNGs hAppEnEd...
bUt sO liTTle ThinGs To WriTe...

bUt 1 ThinGs fOr sUre...
It juSt bRinG uS clOseR anD CloSer...
HaPPy!! =D
SeriOuSly

BuT aT thE SaMe tiMe...
i CaN't heLp bUt kEEp BlaMinG mYSelF
i"ll jUsT loSt ConTroL oF mYseLf whEn i See U...
anD aFtEr tHat keeP blAminG mYseLf fOr uNaBle To ConTrOl MySelf...

hiAZ...
DrAgOn DraGoN... nOthIng bUt HaVoc!
wHy mUSt i lEt hiStoRy RepEAt iTseLf aGaIn?!?!
WoRsT!
i"m NoT thE poSSiBle ViCtiM...
i'M RiSkinG EvErythiNg ThAt i hAd RiGHt nOw...

wiLL i ReGaiN ConFiDenCe iN iT??
hiAZ...
1 StEp @ a TiMe.....

Posted at Monday, December 22, 2008


i'Ve beeN thiNkinG haRd...
ReaLLy ReaLLy HaRd...
sO cONfuSed...
WhAt thE heLL aM i DoinG?!?!
i doNNo aM i dOinG thiNgs riGht oR noT... hAIz...

3 mOre WeeKs bEfoRe i haVe tO tAke aNoTher paTh iN mY liFe...
caN't heLp buT tO AsK mySelF...
whY caN't i kEeP thE DaRk SeCreT tO mYseLf?!?!?
wHy i dOn hAve tHe wiLL tO leT iT diE...?
whY muSt i CoMpliCaTe thE sITuaTioN...?
HaTe mYselF fOr thAt...
sEriouSlY anGrY aT mYseLF FoR thAt...
uRgh...

woRSt...i doNNo whAt i'M feeLinG riGht noW...

Posted at Monday, December 15, 2008


i FeLt Tat...uR ResPonD iS vEry cOld noWaDaYs...
iS thEre SomEthiNg WronG bEtWeen uS, mY FRIEND? =\

RaiNiNg NON STOP foR tHe pAst 2 DaYs...
hOpe iT dOeSn't RaiN fOr ThE nExt 2 DayS...
i doN't WaNNa aNythiNg tO DesTorY thE fUn iN ChaLet...


i hAVe tO cOntRol mYseLf...
i dOn'T waNNa DesTorY WhAteVer i haVe riGht nOw...

Posted at Thursday, December 11, 2008


nO maTTer hOw DaRk iT is...
thEre iS No waY u CaN rEmoVe tHe paSt...
No mAttEr hOw HaRd yOu TrieD tO rEmoVe iT...
iT hAs AlreaDy haPPenEd... juSt liKe a sCaR...
aLthoUgh iT's hUrtfUl...
buT iT's aLriGht tO keEp tHinkiNg aBt It...
BeCauSe iT's sErvE aS a RemiNdeR NoT tO leT iT RepEaT aGaIn...

i JuSt nEEd a PlaCe...
qUieT... FreSh Air... niCe ScenEry... aWaY fRm HuMaN aS muCh aS poSSiBle...
noT tO rUn AwaY...
bUt
TO FIND OUT A SOLUTION TO HANDLE THE WAY WHO I'M RIGHT NOW
bEfoRe i StaRt tO loSe mY miNd...

Posted at Wednesday, December 10, 2008


NoThinG iS goNNa DesToRY tHe RemaiNdiNg tiMe i hAve wiTh mY frieNds....

juSt lEt iT diE...
tiMe wiLL leT iT diE...
i waNNa iT tO DIE!!

oK...
i dOn haVe muCh thInGs tO wRite aBt...
juSt hAte mYselF FoR whO i"m....

Posted at Monday, December 1, 2008


DaRk pAst lEaD mE tO thE waY i'M nOw...
sO sCrewEd Up...
haTe mYseLf sO muCh...

WiNNie... uR liFe iS aLReaDy sCrewEd uP...
sToP DeStoRyiNg othEr's liFe!!! *SlaP mYselF*
UrGh!!!