Posted at Wednesday, October 31, 2007
WhEn Can I LeaD a NormAl LiFe??
i SerIouSly hAtE mYseLf foR leaDiNg thIs kiNd oF liFe...
fiRst --> woRkiNG liKe NoBodY buSinEss
2nD --> gO hoMe GaNNa NAg bY mUm & ciXi
3rd --> FeaR oF loSinG u... bUt aS whAt?
DeaR - mY clOsesT FriENd whO DoEsn'T caLL mE DeaR aNymoRe? oR FriEnD??
WhaT thE heLL hAVe i BecOminG tO??
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shAg SHag sHaG!!!
Hmm... i DEciDed tO sTop woRkInG iN niGht saFAri AftEr NoV
MaYbE i wAnnA plAy bAh...
AlthOUGh thEre iS DebT thAt i hAveN pAy FiniSh...
buT i"m bUrNt oUt Le i ThinK...
thE seNtenCe "u aRe alWayS oVeR uR LimiT" hAs bEen ciRcle AroUNd mY miNd...
sO yEa... WhEn cAn i LeaD a noRmaL liFe?? [i doNNo]
TodAy i wEnT thRouGH alOt oF pHoTos...
ManY tHinGs ChanGe wiThin thAT vEry 1 yEar...
PeOplE coME... pEoplE gO iN mY liFe... BAreLy aNyoNe sTayed...
BuT thOSe whO stAyeD... iS gONe Now...
thE onLi oNE i stiLL hoLdiNG oN... iS frOm "deAR" tO "AnGelyNn"
sO... iS Tis DeaR oF uRs sTill In uR heArt?? oR iS wiNNie wHO iS stiLL iN uR heArt??
i DoNNo... No aNs reCeiVed... i'LL hAvE tO kEEp tEllinG mYseLF tO Go On w/O thOse anS
i SerIouSly hAtE mYseLf foR leaDiNg thIs kiNd oF liFe...
fiRst --> woRkiNG liKe NoBodY buSinEss
2nD --> gO hoMe GaNNa NAg bY mUm & ciXi
3rd --> FeaR oF loSinG u... bUt aS whAt?
DeaR - mY clOsesT FriENd whO DoEsn'T caLL mE DeaR aNymoRe? oR FriEnD??
WhaT thE heLL hAVe i BecOminG tO??
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shAg SHag sHaG!!!
Hmm... i DEciDed tO sTop woRkInG iN niGht saFAri AftEr NoV
MaYbE i wAnnA plAy bAh...
AlthOUGh thEre iS DebT thAt i hAveN pAy FiniSh...
buT i"m bUrNt oUt Le i ThinK...
thE seNtenCe "u aRe alWayS oVeR uR LimiT" hAs bEen ciRcle AroUNd mY miNd...
sO yEa... WhEn cAn i LeaD a noRmaL liFe?? [i doNNo]
TodAy i wEnT thRouGH alOt oF pHoTos...
ManY tHinGs ChanGe wiThin thAT vEry 1 yEar...
PeOplE coME... pEoplE gO iN mY liFe... BAreLy aNyoNe sTayed...
BuT thOSe whO stAyeD... iS gONe Now...
thE onLi oNE i stiLL hoLdiNG oN... iS frOm "deAR" tO "AnGelyNn"
sO... iS Tis DeaR oF uRs sTill In uR heArt?? oR iS wiNNie wHO iS stiLL iN uR heArt??
i DoNNo... No aNs reCeiVed... i'LL hAvE tO kEEp tEllinG mYseLF tO Go On w/O thOse anS
Posted at Monday, October 29, 2007
ShaG shAG ShAg!!!!!
TiRE oF wORkinG FoR tHe saKe oF woRkinG
TiRe Of plAyiNg WiThouT ReStiNg
TiRe oF woNdErinG wiThouT AnSwErinG
---> mY seChduLE<---
FriDAy - gOt tO waKE up @ 6Am
saTUrdaY - chAleT UntiL 3Am
sUndaY - eaST coAst blAdinG
MoNdaY - WakE uP @ 5.30Am, sCh, WoRkinG tiLL 10.30Pm
TuEsdAY - wakE uP @ 6Am, ScH, woRkInG till 12.30aM (tmL)
WeDneSdaY - waKe Up @ 6aM (thE daY aFter Tml)
SeRiouSly HatE evErytHinG clAshEd toGethEr
wE QuArrEL aGaiN TodAY...
iT iS trUE thAT whAtevER i'M dOinG.. i"m alWayS oVer My liMiT...
I'm SoRRy To mAKe u WoRRied foR mE...
bUt aLL i CaN saY iS thAt i CAn'T puSh awAy tHinGs eAsily...
ThaT iS wHy i"m oVEr mY liMiTs...
RIgHt NoW... I'm StarTed To FEel TirE...
i WiSH thAt u CAn paT my BAck AnD saY iS aLriGHt... Or enCouRAgE mE tO gO oN...
bUt thE waY u reSpoNd soUnD liKe foR tHe saKe oF reSponD tO mE...
i DoNNo wHy i feLt thAt wAy... bUt U teLL mE dOn boTheR bY iT... CaN u PlS giVe mE SomE coMfiRmaTioN thAt u ArE nOt TalKinG To Me peRfuNctOrily
TiRE oF wORkinG FoR tHe saKe oF woRkinG
TiRe Of plAyiNg WiThouT ReStiNg
TiRe oF woNdErinG wiThouT AnSwErinG
---> mY seChduLE<---
FriDAy - gOt tO waKE up @ 6Am
saTUrdaY - chAleT UntiL 3Am
sUndaY - eaST coAst blAdinG
MoNdaY - WakE uP @ 5.30Am, sCh, WoRkinG tiLL 10.30Pm
TuEsdAY - wakE uP @ 6Am, ScH, woRkInG till 12.30aM (tmL)
WeDneSdaY - waKe Up @ 6aM (thE daY aFter Tml)
SeRiouSly HatE evErytHinG clAshEd toGethEr
wE QuArrEL aGaiN TodAY...
iT iS trUE thAT whAtevER i'M dOinG.. i"m alWayS oVer My liMiT...
I'm SoRRy To mAKe u WoRRied foR mE...
bUt aLL i CaN saY iS thAt i CAn'T puSh awAy tHinGs eAsily...
ThaT iS wHy i"m oVEr mY liMiTs...
RIgHt NoW... I'm StarTed To FEel TirE...
i WiSH thAt u CAn paT my BAck AnD saY iS aLriGHt... Or enCouRAgE mE tO gO oN...
bUt thE waY u reSpoNd soUnD liKe foR tHe saKe oF reSponD tO mE...
i DoNNo wHy i feLt thAt wAy... bUt U teLL mE dOn boTheR bY iT... CaN u PlS giVe mE SomE coMfiRmaTioN thAt u ArE nOt TalKinG To Me peRfuNctOrily
Posted at Tuesday, October 23, 2007
HmmM... LEt tALk AbOuT
-->PosT comPEtiTioN EvENt <--
wE WeNt DriNKinG ThE nEXt DaY AFtEr tHe cOMp... wE wEnt tO loWeR SelEtAr reServioRHaHA... IT wAs qUiTe suCCessFul i ThiNK aS evERyoNE whO cAmE fOR tHe eVenT mAnAge tO Get hiGH anD soMe evEn GeT dRunK... LolX ^^
eVErYoNE hAd a cRazY niGhT lAh...^^
BecOS thEre iS nO toilEt nEaRbY... wE pEE In thE buSheS lAh
wE boUGht BeRcaRdi aNd VodAk... sOMe MiXer... TotAl coSt AbT $120
wE plAyeD thE gAMe cAll "1,2,3 wU tuO reN" hAHah...
AnGeL kiSSed bOOn
i kiSSeD miNNie...
hAHha... evEry gAls OvEr thErE aRE CraZy lAH!!!
afTer aWhilE... sO oF Us WenT hoME... lEaVInG miNNie, IvAn, MAx AnD mE...
wE hAd a HEaRt tO HEaRt tAlk sEssIOn *hoPe mY stoRy wiLL HelP thEm alOT*
deN afTEr SenDinG mAx HoME At ArOUnD 2Am... TaT iS whEre mY NiGhtmAre StaRtEd... (T_T)
ThE reMaiNiNG oNe BecoMe a "HOuSeFly"... TAkinG cAre oF mE anD miNNie... BuT He kEEp cliNgiNG OnTo ME lAh!!
saYanG mY HAir... KeEp poKiNg mY wAiSt liKe i"m hIs GF liKe TaT...hE liE oNtO mY ThiGH anD slEep NvM leH... BuT hE hOlD mY hAnD anD sLP lAh....HAtE thAT fEElinG lOr!!!
hAhA... miNNiE sAw eVEryThiNG... thEn AnGelyNn KNow aBt It BecAuSe I toLd hEr b4 tHAt ThiS "hoUSEflY" teLL mE b4 thAt hE hAve fEElinG foR mE AnD hE hAs jUSt BroKE Up wiTH hEr GF -.-... ThE ReSt oF thE juNioRs wOrrYinG fOr Me afTEr HeaRInG whAt miNNie anD i toLD thEm thE iN nExt DAy... LoLx... THanKS GuyS... ^^ mUSt pRoteCt mE Ar...^^
-->mY JEaLOusY<--
EvEryTimE whEn i sAw tiS cloSe fRienD oF miNe iS clOSeR tO anOthEr, caN't HelP bUt FeeLinG JeaLous...>.< I fEAr tAt oNE dAy thAt i WilL bE ReplAcEd By sOMEonE elSe iN hEr HEaRt... i FeAR tHAt i WiLl bE clOSeR tO anOThEr PerSon wHilE wAitINg FoR hEr tO bEliEve ME agAin... BuT YEstErDaY... We HAd a TAlk...ShE sAy DoN CoMpaRe mYsElf tO ThoSe sHE iS hAVinG fUn wiTH bEcAuSE ThEy Did NOt weNt throUgh As mUCh As wE diD... In HeR hEaRT.. Is eiThER thE sAmE PeoPLe ReMain In HeR HeaRt Or iT wiLL bE emPtY... YeA... InDeed That oUr reLatIOnshiP iS iMproVinG... BuT soMeHow wHen The JeAloUSy FeeLInG cAme... I'LL bAck OuT... MayBe Is mE BeiNg ToO aNxIOuS To GeT eVErYthING baCK tO uSed tO Be.... BuT i"ll bE wAiTinG foR thE dAy tO COme... ThE coNvErSatIOn YestErdaY iS eNOuGh To MaKE mE gaiN bAck HoPe anD cONfiDenT fOR tIS FriEndShiP... =]Labels: ~u KnOw tAt U will NOT LoSe Me... U sHOulD KnOW thAt~
Posted at Saturday, October 20, 2007
ToDaY wOkE uP iN 4.45Am jUSt tO mAke a MOrNinG cAll tO aNgElyNn sO thAt shE wiLL noT bE oVersLEpt iN suCh a ImpOrTanT DaY...
yEs!! toDAy iS POL_TIE aRchEry cOMp @ SP
reACh CleMenTi By 7aM tO hAvE brEaKfaSt... ReACh SP bY 8Am BuT thE HEaVeN rAin riGHt afTEr wE reACh -.- sO, evErYthiNG WaS puSh bAcK UntiL 9Am DeN stArt. DeN thE RaIn flOOded thE fiEld... floOdeD mY shOE tOO... aT tHE enD oF thE cOMp... mY sOlE iS pAinfUl tO wAlk dUE to tHE wRinKlE caUSe bY thE RaiN...
nOthInG mUch tO saY... mY shOOtinG sUx..
fiRst roUnd : 60m... scoRinG: 80/300pt
seConD roUnd: 50M... scOrinG: 150/300pt
tHirD roUnd: 40M... scOrinG: 204/300Pt
aFTer ComP... whEN tO mAkaN diNNer In PiZZa HuT... mE anD miNNiE Is jUSt liKE pAreNts lAH..! deCidINg whAt tO oRdeR whIle thE reSt plaY LikE liTTle cHilDreN LiKe tAt... My fACe WaS quIte BlaCk duRing THe coMp bUt tHe diNNer reSLoVe It... MAnY sTUpId thINgs HAppEneD dUrinG diNNer Tat makE mE lAuGh LiKE hEll... xLoVE thEM aLOt ^^x
BerY tiRiNG daY... frOM 5aM tiLL noW nOT reStinG a liTTle... YAwN... GtG... zZzZz
LeSSoN lEarNT tOdaY: ThE MoMenT thE aRRoW FliGht wRoNglY oUt oF tHE bOw, ThINkiNG bACk iS uSeLesS...sAmE goES tO liFe
yEs!! toDAy iS POL_TIE aRchEry cOMp @ SP
reACh CleMenTi By 7aM tO hAvE brEaKfaSt... ReACh SP bY 8Am BuT thE HEaVeN rAin riGHt afTEr wE reACh -.- sO, evErYthiNG WaS puSh bAcK UntiL 9Am DeN stArt. DeN thE RaIn flOOded thE fiEld... floOdeD mY shOE tOO... aT tHE enD oF thE cOMp... mY sOlE iS pAinfUl tO wAlk dUE to tHE wRinKlE caUSe bY thE RaiN...
nOthInG mUch tO saY... mY shOOtinG sUx..
fiRst roUnd : 60m... scoRinG: 80/300pt
seConD roUnd: 50M... scOrinG: 150/300pt
tHirD roUnd: 40M... scOrinG: 204/300Pt
aFTer ComP... whEN tO mAkaN diNNer In PiZZa HuT... mE anD miNNiE Is jUSt liKE pAreNts lAH..! deCidINg whAt tO oRdeR whIle thE reSt plaY LikE liTTle cHilDreN LiKe tAt... My fACe WaS quIte BlaCk duRing THe coMp bUt tHe diNNer reSLoVe It... MAnY sTUpId thINgs HAppEneD dUrinG diNNer Tat makE mE lAuGh LiKE hEll... xLoVE thEM aLOt ^^x
BerY tiRiNG daY... frOM 5aM tiLL noW nOT reStinG a liTTle... YAwN... GtG... zZzZz
LeSSoN lEarNT tOdaY: ThE MoMenT thE aRRoW FliGht wRoNglY oUt oF tHE bOw, ThINkiNG bACk iS uSeLesS...sAmE goES tO liFe
Posted at Thursday, October 18, 2007
TodAy WenT foR mY PraC 7.. AgaiN... >.< YeS... i FluNk My PraC 7 AgaiN toDAy... (T_T) thE inStruCtoR teLL mE thAt i FlUnk mY PrAc frOm thE stARt!!! fRm thE stARtiNg POinT tO thE fiRsT jUNcTioN AlreaDy iS a mEdiAtE faiLuRE liAo!! BlOOdY heLL ~ FelT sAd AgAin LaH~ HaiZ... nExT pRAc On 26 Oct, fRidaY.
DeN reAch ScH... EvERy jUnioRs ArE BusY ChioNG-inG tHeIR woRK... sO i OnLi HavE LuNcH wiTh miNNie wHO HAppEneD tO bE NoT thAt BuSy todAy...
At firSt qUitE hAppY tAt We hAve thE 'coMMunicAtiON' aGaiN... BuT U gEt piSsED oFF oVeR SomEthINg thAT i Don ThinK thAt i"m maKinG fUN oF u... Is Me wHo iS oVerBOaRd?? oR We DoNNo hOw tO coMMuniCAtE tO eAcH othEr??
U tEll mE Tat u'Re sOrrY FoR shOwiNg aTTitUde To Me... DeN whAT u WanT mE tO dO? siNce laSt tiMe... No mAttEr whAt aTtitUde U sHow Me... i CAn dOn BothEr abOUt thAt beCauSe I KnoW thAT We sTiLL caN cOmmUnicAte... BuT Now... evErY 2 dAYs Or So.. thErE iS BOunD tO haVE sOMe miS-cOmMuniCatTiON anD thE wAll Of baRRiEr iS bUilT uP agAin...
dEn whEn thE bArriEr iS Up aGAin... i HopE thAT u Can tAKe tHe iNiatiVe tO TaLk tO mE firSt...evErYtiME i WaiTeD U foR 2 daYs... aNd... U dOn... i HaD tO LooK uP tO u fiRsT iN orDer Not tO loSt u...
SeRioUSly... i'LL fElT tiRed soMetiMe... CaN u SenSe thAt??
sEriOUSly... i'LL felT JeaLOus SeeiNG u LAugHinG wiTh thE OthErS bUt Not mE.. CaN u SenSe thAt??
SerIOuSlY... i CaN'T hElp woRRyiNG u aS iT hAs bEcoME mY hAbiT... CaN u SenSe thAt??
seRioUslY... Did i MAke a WronG chOiCe leTTinG u stAy iN mY liFe???
DeN reAch ScH... EvERy jUnioRs ArE BusY ChioNG-inG tHeIR woRK... sO i OnLi HavE LuNcH wiTh miNNie wHO HAppEneD tO bE NoT thAt BuSy todAy...
At firSt qUitE hAppY tAt We hAve thE 'coMMunicAtiON' aGaiN... BuT U gEt piSsED oFF oVeR SomEthINg thAT i Don ThinK thAt i"m maKinG fUN oF u... Is Me wHo iS oVerBOaRd?? oR We DoNNo hOw tO coMMuniCAtE tO eAcH othEr??
U tEll mE Tat u'Re sOrrY FoR shOwiNg aTTitUde To Me... DeN whAT u WanT mE tO dO? siNce laSt tiMe... No mAttEr whAt aTtitUde U sHow Me... i CAn dOn BothEr abOUt thAt beCauSe I KnoW thAT We sTiLL caN cOmmUnicAte... BuT Now... evErY 2 dAYs Or So.. thErE iS BOunD tO haVE sOMe miS-cOmMuniCatTiON anD thE wAll Of baRRiEr iS bUilT uP agAin...
dEn whEn thE bArriEr iS Up aGAin... i HopE thAT u Can tAKe tHe iNiatiVe tO TaLk tO mE firSt...evErYtiME i WaiTeD U foR 2 daYs... aNd... U dOn... i HaD tO LooK uP tO u fiRsT iN orDer Not tO loSt u...
SeRioUSly... i'LL fElT tiRed soMetiMe... CaN u SenSe thAt??
sEriOUSly... i'LL felT JeaLOus SeeiNG u LAugHinG wiTh thE OthErS bUt Not mE.. CaN u SenSe thAt??
SerIOuSlY... i CaN'T hElp woRRyiNG u aS iT hAs bEcoME mY hAbiT... CaN u SenSe thAt??
seRioUslY... Did i MAke a WronG chOiCe leTTinG u stAy iN mY liFe???
wHo Am i To U???
-PaSsEr-By?
-fRieND?
-cloSe fRiEnd?
-sOmEonE WhO cAn mAke USe Of?
-somEonE iMportAnt?
- deAr?
cAn U plS teLL mE??
-PaSsEr-By?
-fRieND?
-cloSe fRiEnd?
-sOmEonE WhO cAn mAke USe Of?
-somEonE iMportAnt?
- deAr?
cAn U plS teLL mE??
Labels: i HavE No reGreTTs FoR thE tHinGs tAt i DiD
Posted at Sunday, October 14, 2007
toDay iS suNDAy... WhoLE dAy RoTTinG At HomE... PhEW... AftEr whOlE wEEk Of chiONg-inG wORk, SchOOl, TuTioN, TrAiNiNg... i FinAllY GeT tO HAvE sOMe ReST... =]
BuT StiLL... WaKe Up qUiTe EaRly... 11Am...(-.-")
ToDAy TaLK tO 2 ppL... FoUnD Out thAt BoTh oF thEm HavE thE sAMe eXpeRiEnCe As Me...
LOsiNG a CloSe FriEnD iN thEir LiFe...
OnE teLL mE thAt THeRE wiLL bE OThErs tO wAlk WitH U thrOuGH thE dARk PeriOd oF tiMe wHilE thE oThEr SaiD thAt ShE reGreTTed LOsiNg HeR FriEnD BecOs sHE waNteD HeR "faCe"
wHiCh oNe dO i BeLonG To?
wiLL thErE bE OthEr PPl wHo wiLL enTer iNTo My liFe AnD wAlk WiTH me? wiLL i LeT thEm enTeR mY liFe?
thE pErsOn wHO i lEt HeR sToPpEd iN mY heARt hAd LeaVe i ThinK... Do I sTiLL dArE tO lEt thE otHers StaY??
WeLL... mY anS iS No UnLeSS soMeoNE HaD "toUCh" My cOld ColD HeArT aGaIn...
HOwEvEr... Is iT duE tO Me cAn'T pUt doWn mY "faCe" aNd HenCE DoN wAn To tALk To HEr AgAin...?
DeN hOw ABoUt HeR?
DiDn"T sHe wAn tO MakE Me stAy In HeR liFe LikE thE waY i WaNNa HeR tO stAy iN mY HeArt?? dO i sTiLL stAY iN hEr HeaRt??
haiZ... i GUeSS wAiTinG FoR hEr To mAke ThE fiRsT mOvE iS hArd... bEcoS i KnoW tHat shE HaD cloSeD hEr hEARt... i JuSt hAvE tO mAkE thE fiRsT moVe baH... i hAvE tO giVe In aFteRall...
WhoA... ALthOUgh i'M roTTinG toDaY... BuT mY liFe iS liKe "mARiA" liKe tAT leH >.< My fRiEnd CaLL mE tHat AFtEr shE heAr wHat i"m gOinG tO dO LatEr On...
"maRiA... whY u HaVEn IrOn clOTheS??"
"mAriA... gO waSh thE disHes!!" (T_T)
haHA... ThiS iS mY tO-dO liSt ---> WaSh mY guNieA pIg caGe, IrOn clOthES, waSh DIsHes thEn shOwEr... *faiNt*
BuT StiLL... WaKe Up qUiTe EaRly... 11Am...(-.-")
ToDAy TaLK tO 2 ppL... FoUnD Out thAt BoTh oF thEm HavE thE sAMe eXpeRiEnCe As Me...
LOsiNG a CloSe FriEnD iN thEir LiFe...
OnE teLL mE thAt THeRE wiLL bE OThErs tO wAlk WitH U thrOuGH thE dARk PeriOd oF tiMe wHilE thE oThEr SaiD thAt ShE reGreTTed LOsiNg HeR FriEnD BecOs sHE waNteD HeR "faCe"
wHiCh oNe dO i BeLonG To?
wiLL thErE bE OthEr PPl wHo wiLL enTer iNTo My liFe AnD wAlk WiTH me? wiLL i LeT thEm enTeR mY liFe?
thE pErsOn wHO i lEt HeR sToPpEd iN mY heARt hAd LeaVe i ThinK... Do I sTiLL dArE tO lEt thE otHers StaY??
WeLL... mY anS iS No UnLeSS soMeoNE HaD "toUCh" My cOld ColD HeArT aGaIn...
HOwEvEr... Is iT duE tO Me cAn'T pUt doWn mY "faCe" aNd HenCE DoN wAn To tALk To HEr AgAin...?
DeN hOw ABoUt HeR?
DiDn"T sHe wAn tO MakE Me stAy In HeR liFe LikE thE waY i WaNNa HeR tO stAy iN mY HeArt?? dO i sTiLL stAY iN hEr HeaRt??
haiZ... i GUeSS wAiTinG FoR hEr To mAke ThE fiRsT mOvE iS hArd... bEcoS i KnoW tHat shE HaD cloSeD hEr hEARt... i JuSt hAvE tO mAkE thE fiRsT moVe baH... i hAvE tO giVe In aFteRall...
WhoA... ALthOUgh i'M roTTinG toDaY... BuT mY liFe iS liKe "mARiA" liKe tAT leH >.< My fRiEnd CaLL mE tHat AFtEr shE heAr wHat i"m gOinG tO dO LatEr On...
"maRiA... whY u HaVEn IrOn clOTheS??"
"mAriA... gO waSh thE disHes!!" (T_T)
haHA... ThiS iS mY tO-dO liSt ---> WaSh mY guNieA pIg caGe, IrOn clOthES, waSh DIsHes thEn shOwEr... *faiNt*
Labels: EvErYoNe HaD a StoRy tO shAre... whAt's UrS??
Posted at Friday, October 12, 2007
feWs DAys Nv BloG le... sINCe waiTinG foR mY HaIr To DrY... BloG BloG whAt hAppEneD foR thE PAsT Few dAyS baH~ =]
YesTerdAy WenT ouT wiTh mY ArCheRY JuNioRs... HaD a GreAt fUn YeStErdaY ALthOUgh I'm WeaRinG sKirT & hEEls... *FaiNT*
Hee... WaNNa KnoW whY i sUddEnlY wAnnA wEAr sKirT mAh?
BecaUSe Me mAde A bEt wiTh a MoNkEy whO drAg ANothEr MonKey doWn InTO the Bet...
TheY saY If I wEAr SkIRt fOR thE dAy... ThE 2 MonKeYs wiLL haVe To GeT At LEasT tOP 3 FoR OnE oF thE ArchEry coMpeTiTioN... If thEy cAn't... ThE feMAlE ToMboY MonKey sHAll HAve To WeaR whAt I'm WeaRing YesTErdAY.... DeN thE mALe MonKEy ShAll HAvE tO pUT mAKe Up anD USe mY PINK PuMA bAg fOR a dAy~ WAhaHaHa....
BuT iF i MaDe thIs KInD oF Bet wiTh U gUYS... tHIs shOws Tat I HaVe coNfiDenT iN thE boTh oF u lAH... No woRRy k... =p
DeN i"m ThE oNlY SeNioR ThErE BeCAuSe AnGelYNn's BrO ROM On thAt DAy... So... I'm LiKe ThEiR MamA Of thE DAy LAh...~ oR mAybE GRaNNy oF thE dAY...~
*wATevEr iT is... FuN iS moRe ImpoRTanT*
AftEr gOInG oUt & shOP fiNiSh liAo... We wEnt BAcK tO sCh foR arCherY mAintaIncE...
I mADe My bEry fiRst CaRbON ArroW FoR mY meTAl BOw... is LIke... fiNaLLy I'm fuLLy PRepAred For trAiniNG AnD fOR coMPeTitOn Le... ^_^
DiD NOt Go MAkAn diNNer wiTh thE JuniOrs BEcOS mY mUM cOOkeD DiNNer... So i wAlk HoME Lor... TAkE oFF mY heeLs And wALk BarEfooTed HoMe... 30Mins Of jouRneY hoME... mA-chAim DoinG fOOt reFleXaTioN liKe tAt... SteP onTo sTonE... steP onTo rouGh roAd.... HahA
DeN reACh HOmE Le... SaW ANgElYnn ONliNe... BuT iMMediaTelY piSSed hEr oFF...
haIZ... soRRy DeAr~ i DoN meAn It tAt wAy... BecoS I doN dArE tO tALk tO u LikE thE waY i UseD tO tAlk To U In thE pASt Le...
lAsT tiME i"m coNFiDeNT thAt i"m a BerY bEry clOSe frIEnd Of U...
BuT NoW... Im NOt SuRe anYmoRe... cAn U aSSurE Me agAin Tat I'm SOmEoNE ImPorTanT To U iN uR LiFe??
*MisS caLLinG u DeAr... AnD oSo mISs LisTeNinG tO u cAlliNG mE deaR*
hAhA... FOr ThoSe whO aRe ReaDinG mY BLoG... I'm StrAiGhT BtW... ThAnk U
DeN hOR...HomE iS JusT suCh a HoRRiblE PLacE tO stAY iN lAh!!
mEAnwHilE CraCkinG mY braIn TrYinG tO AppEaSe aNgeLyNn... mY mOthEr anD cIXi quArrEl wiTh mE... BloODy HeLL QuArRel aBt Me & mY BikE, WorK, ScH thINg AgAin...
Nv ReTurN mOnEy To mY mUm GaNNa sColDiNG foR noT SAvinG...
ReTurN moNeY tO mY mUm LiaO GaNNa sColDeD foR doNNo HoW tO saVe MOnEy (-_-")
YesTerdAy WenT ouT wiTh mY ArCheRY JuNioRs... HaD a GreAt fUn YeStErdaY ALthOUgh I'm WeaRinG sKirT & hEEls... *FaiNT*
Hee... WaNNa KnoW whY i sUddEnlY wAnnA wEAr sKirT mAh?
BecaUSe Me mAde A bEt wiTh a MoNkEy whO drAg ANothEr MonKey doWn InTO the Bet...
TheY saY If I wEAr SkIRt fOR thE dAy... ThE 2 MonKeYs wiLL haVe To GeT At LEasT tOP 3 FoR OnE oF thE ArchEry coMpeTiTioN... If thEy cAn't... ThE feMAlE ToMboY MonKey sHAll HAve To WeaR whAt I'm WeaRing YesTErdAY.... DeN thE mALe MonKEy ShAll HAvE tO pUT mAKe Up anD USe mY PINK PuMA bAg fOR a dAy~ WAhaHaHa....
BuT iF i MaDe thIs KInD oF Bet wiTh U gUYS... tHIs shOws Tat I HaVe coNfiDenT iN thE boTh oF u lAH... No woRRy k... =p
DeN i"m ThE oNlY SeNioR ThErE BeCAuSe AnGelYNn's BrO ROM On thAt DAy... So... I'm LiKe ThEiR MamA Of thE DAy LAh...~ oR mAybE GRaNNy oF thE dAY...~
*wATevEr iT is... FuN iS moRe ImpoRTanT*
AftEr gOInG oUt & shOP fiNiSh liAo... We wEnt BAcK tO sCh foR arCherY mAintaIncE...
I mADe My bEry fiRst CaRbON ArroW FoR mY meTAl BOw... is LIke... fiNaLLy I'm fuLLy PRepAred For trAiniNG AnD fOR coMPeTitOn Le... ^_^
DiD NOt Go MAkAn diNNer wiTh thE JuniOrs BEcOS mY mUM cOOkeD DiNNer... So i wAlk HoME Lor... TAkE oFF mY heeLs And wALk BarEfooTed HoMe... 30Mins Of jouRneY hoME... mA-chAim DoinG fOOt reFleXaTioN liKe tAt... SteP onTo sTonE... steP onTo rouGh roAd.... HahA
DeN reACh HOmE Le... SaW ANgElYnn ONliNe... BuT iMMediaTelY piSSed hEr oFF...
haIZ... soRRy DeAr~ i DoN meAn It tAt wAy... BecoS I doN dArE tO tALk tO u LikE thE waY i UseD tO tAlk To U In thE pASt Le...
lAsT tiME i"m coNFiDeNT thAt i"m a BerY bEry clOSe frIEnd Of U...
BuT NoW... Im NOt SuRe anYmoRe... cAn U aSSurE Me agAin Tat I'm SOmEoNE ImPorTanT To U iN uR LiFe??
*MisS caLLinG u DeAr... AnD oSo mISs LisTeNinG tO u cAlliNG mE deaR*
hAhA... FOr ThoSe whO aRe ReaDinG mY BLoG... I'm StrAiGhT BtW... ThAnk U
DeN hOR...HomE iS JusT suCh a HoRRiblE PLacE tO stAY iN lAh!!
mEAnwHilE CraCkinG mY braIn TrYinG tO AppEaSe aNgeLyNn... mY mOthEr anD cIXi quArrEl wiTh mE... BloODy HeLL QuArRel aBt Me & mY BikE, WorK, ScH thINg AgAin...
Nv ReTurN mOnEy To mY mUm GaNNa sColDiNG foR noT SAvinG...
ReTurN moNeY tO mY mUm LiaO GaNNa sColDeD foR doNNo HoW tO saVe MOnEy (-_-")
Posted at Wednesday, October 10, 2007
HmMmm... tHis Few dayS HAs beeN sPendiNG tiMe wiTh ThE juNIorS & aNgeLyNn... CheRisH eVerYtiMe toGethEr wiTh thEM alOt...
BecAuSe If i WoRk... i KnoW i'LL staRt miSSinG ThoSe fUn agAin...
TodAy I'm So gOinG to weAr SkiRt & HeeLs Tml... It BeeN a LonG tiME siNce I weAr thEm Le... I RmB lAst tiMe i WeaR iS whEn I'm In reLAtIOnshIP bAh...
NoW nO reLAtIOnshIp... sO whEn BacK tO mY bOi Boi stYle... =]
SomEtiME fEel LikE cuTTinG shORt mY haiR anD To sPikE iT Up... To bEcOme a "mAle" LiKE tAt... BuT thiNkINg tAt tHe LenGtH oF mY hAir tOOk Me 2yRs tO grOw... dEn i SiAn diaO LiaO... ThinK BeTTer DoN CuT... =x
We stArtinG tO tAlk tO eAcH OthEr mOre Le... TodAY u bOuGht mE coFFee & brInG iT tO mY clAss SoMEmoRe... I reAllY BerY BErY HaPPydeEp doWn InsiDe mY heaRt... =P
i GuEss... ThE cHaPtEr ThAt We stArTeD iN [[WARY]] hAs EnDed
LeFt JusT U & Me staRtinG anoTher chaPtEr Of ouR liFe wiTh thE JunIOrs
*pRaYinG hARd Tat tiS chAPtEr wiLL noT enD*
BecAuSe If i WoRk... i KnoW i'LL staRt miSSinG ThoSe fUn agAin...
TodAy I'm So gOinG to weAr SkiRt & HeeLs Tml... It BeeN a LonG tiME siNce I weAr thEm Le... I RmB lAst tiMe i WeaR iS whEn I'm In reLAtIOnshIP bAh...
NoW nO reLAtIOnshIp... sO whEn BacK tO mY bOi Boi stYle... =]
SomEtiME fEel LikE cuTTinG shORt mY haiR anD To sPikE iT Up... To bEcOme a "mAle" LiKE tAt... BuT thiNkINg tAt tHe LenGtH oF mY hAir tOOk Me 2yRs tO grOw... dEn i SiAn diaO LiaO... ThinK BeTTer DoN CuT... =x
We stArtinG tO tAlk tO eAcH OthEr mOre Le... TodAY u bOuGht mE coFFee & brInG iT tO mY clAss SoMEmoRe... I reAllY BerY BErY HaPPydeEp doWn InsiDe mY heaRt... =P
i GuEss... ThE cHaPtEr ThAt We stArTeD iN [[WARY]] hAs EnDed
LeFt JusT U & Me staRtinG anoTher chaPtEr Of ouR liFe wiTh thE JunIOrs
*pRaYinG hARd Tat tiS chAPtEr wiLL noT enD*
Labels: ~u Get whAt U wAnT... BuT U loSt whAt u HavE~
Posted at Monday, October 8, 2007
i wOndEr WaT ArE u GuyS DOinG oveR thE weEkenD??
mY TypiCAl LiFe...
saTurDAy mOrNinG waKe uP @ 6AM... TeaCH tuTioN At 7Am UnTil 8.30Am... sPEnD 30Mins tO Go tO sCh FoR aRcHErY trAiniNG... BuT thE trAiniNG sTaRt oNli aT 10am... sO wAt dId I dO??
i sLeEp LoR... =D
sAd RiGHt... GoT hoME dON waN tO Go HOmE BuT inStEaD wEnT To sCH aNd sLp LikE a iLLeGal ImmEgrANt LikE TaT... SCaRE TiO CAuGHt FoR slEepiNG In SChOOl...
~faiNT~ caNNoT sLp iN PEaCE onE...
SaTurDAy TrAiniNg, We SeeM tO TalK To EAcH oTHeR a LittLe mOre... ThiS liTTle MorE Is EnoUGh tO mAke Me sMilE Le...JusT aS siMplE As TaT... BuT... Is iT thAt U TrUst mE a LittLe MorE tAt U wiLLinG tO tAlk tO mE mORe? oR ForCinG UrSelF tO TaLk tO mE??
HoPeFullY nOT thE 2nd ReAsOn...
deN AfTer TRaiNinG whEn To NiGhT saFaRi fOr "oRiaNtATion"
hEE~ evER SinCe i StarTeD woRkinG... mY suPErviSoR hAs BEeN AskInG mE To Go wAlk AroUNd NighT sAfaRi... BuT uNTil NOw DeN i Go wAlk... =X
BuT tHe BesT PaRt iS...We caN TooK uP tO 4 Hrs To waLk NighT saFaRi!!! ~FAINT~
FoR tHe whOLe DAy- waKe Up @ 6aM, ReaCh HomE aT 1Am ThE NeXt dAy... ShaG To thE mAx LiaO!!! (T_T)
ThEn SuNdAY... WakE Up... WeNt For BiKe leSSon... 4HrS sPenT OveR ThErE BuT enDed Up IMMEDIATE FAILURE DuRinG thE aSSeMeNt!
wHoA.. Nv bEEn thiS DejECtED BefoRE... BlooDy heLL... ThE biKe GeaR leVeR TiO StrUcK At thAt POiNT oF tiMe...
aLmoSt CriEd LaH... HAiz
dEn gO tO wOrK... ~tiRed~
BuT iN thE enD noT bAd.. cOs toDAy alOt oF pPl coMe tO NiGht saFAri... sO thE tiME pASseD beRy fASt...
BeRy thE No LifE riGhT...?
I woNDeR hOw & whEn cAn i LeaD A mUch mORe "noRmaL" liFe wHeN i cAn EnjoY mYsElf...
haiX...
mY TypiCAl LiFe...
saTurDAy mOrNinG waKe uP @ 6AM... TeaCH tuTioN At 7Am UnTil 8.30Am... sPEnD 30Mins tO Go tO sCh FoR aRcHErY trAiniNG... BuT thE trAiniNG sTaRt oNli aT 10am... sO wAt dId I dO??
i sLeEp LoR... =D
sAd RiGHt... GoT hoME dON waN tO Go HOmE BuT inStEaD wEnT To sCH aNd sLp LikE a iLLeGal ImmEgrANt LikE TaT... SCaRE TiO CAuGHt FoR slEepiNG In SChOOl...
~faiNT~ caNNoT sLp iN PEaCE onE...
SaTurDAy TrAiniNg, We SeeM tO TalK To EAcH oTHeR a LittLe mOre... ThiS liTTle MorE Is EnoUGh tO mAke Me sMilE Le...JusT aS siMplE As TaT... BuT... Is iT thAt U TrUst mE a LittLe MorE tAt U wiLLinG tO tAlk tO mE mORe? oR ForCinG UrSelF tO TaLk tO mE??
HoPeFullY nOT thE 2nd ReAsOn...
deN AfTer TRaiNinG whEn To NiGhT saFaRi fOr "oRiaNtATion"
hEE~ evER SinCe i StarTeD woRkinG... mY suPErviSoR hAs BEeN AskInG mE To Go wAlk AroUNd NighT sAfaRi... BuT uNTil NOw DeN i Go wAlk... =X
BuT tHe BesT PaRt iS...We caN TooK uP tO 4 Hrs To waLk NighT saFaRi!!! ~FAINT~
FoR tHe whOLe DAy- waKe Up @ 6aM, ReaCh HomE aT 1Am ThE NeXt dAy... ShaG To thE mAx LiaO!!! (T_T)
ThEn SuNdAY... WakE Up... WeNt For BiKe leSSon... 4HrS sPenT OveR ThErE BuT enDed Up IMMEDIATE FAILURE DuRinG thE aSSeMeNt!
wHoA.. Nv bEEn thiS DejECtED BefoRE... BlooDy heLL... ThE biKe GeaR leVeR TiO StrUcK At thAt POiNT oF tiMe...
aLmoSt CriEd LaH... HAiz
dEn gO tO wOrK... ~tiRed~
BuT iN thE enD noT bAd.. cOs toDAy alOt oF pPl coMe tO NiGht saFAri... sO thE tiME pASseD beRy fASt...
BeRy thE No LifE riGhT...?
I woNDeR hOw & whEn cAn i LeaD A mUch mORe "noRmaL" liFe wHeN i cAn EnjoY mYsElf...
haiX...
Posted at Thursday, October 4, 2007
toDAy iS a TiriNG DAy... hAiz... JUst siMPlY nOt EnoUgh sLp... =\
oH YeA... YestErDAy I wAs Tio CAuGht By seCuRtiY guARd wiTh mY oTHeR 3 JunIOrs FoR usInG EmpTy clASsrOOm.... zzz... EmpTy clAssRooM oSo cAnnOT uSe... doNNo tHe sCh BuilD iT foR wAt siA... mY frIEnd DeScRiBe thE gUArD As 200POuNDs GuaRd (beAuTy)... We ArE lAugHinG liKe mAd lAh... beCAusE usInG 200 POuNds tO deScRiBe HiM iS nOt WroNG aT aLL... He iS reAllY thAt FAT!!!
Lolx... deN My FriENd sAid "He LUcKy i Nv UsE 200 ToNS Hor~" i caN rOll On ThE flOOr LauGhinG le LAr~ LolX!!
HaiX... DiD i Ask ToO mUch frM u??
uR coLd RespOneS seRioUSly mAkiNg Me FeeL coLd-HeaRtEd
Is It TaT haRd tO gAin uR trUSt FrM me??
I'M nOt ThE OnE whO MesSeD Up Ur LiFe... BuT wHy dO u LosE thE trUSt iN mE oSO?? iT's JusT sO uNfaiR tO mE!!
We TaLk ToDay.. U toLd Me Tat u OsO trIEd Ur bESt To TaLk tO mE AlReAdy
MaYbE I shOulD Be coNteNd AlReAdy
MayBe Is Me whO shOuLd Go On AnD sTop thInKinG oF thE fUn TaT wE uSed tO hAVe
MayBE i ShoUld HavE LeT u Go AlreAdY
BuT I wiLL fEel sO sAd If I lEt U gO... i DoNNo wHy i'M sO grEEdy
U ArE oNcE sO cloSe tO mE... BuT nOw NoT anYmoRe...
Old HAbiT DiE HarD... BuT i WiLL trY tO Get uSeD tO iT... mAybE it iS tiMe foR mE tO moVe On... aNd tO Let U gO...
oH YeA... YestErDAy I wAs Tio CAuGht By seCuRtiY guARd wiTh mY oTHeR 3 JunIOrs FoR usInG EmpTy clASsrOOm.... zzz... EmpTy clAssRooM oSo cAnnOT uSe... doNNo tHe sCh BuilD iT foR wAt siA... mY frIEnd DeScRiBe thE gUArD As 200POuNDs GuaRd (beAuTy)... We ArE lAugHinG liKe mAd lAh... beCAusE usInG 200 POuNds tO deScRiBe HiM iS nOt WroNG aT aLL... He iS reAllY thAt FAT!!!
Lolx... deN My FriENd sAid "He LUcKy i Nv UsE 200 ToNS Hor~" i caN rOll On ThE flOOr LauGhinG le LAr~ LolX!!
HaiX... DiD i Ask ToO mUch frM u??
uR coLd RespOneS seRioUSly mAkiNg Me FeeL coLd-HeaRtEd
Is It TaT haRd tO gAin uR trUSt FrM me??
I'M nOt ThE OnE whO MesSeD Up Ur LiFe... BuT wHy dO u LosE thE trUSt iN mE oSO?? iT's JusT sO uNfaiR tO mE!!
We TaLk ToDay.. U toLd Me Tat u OsO trIEd Ur bESt To TaLk tO mE AlReAdy
MaYbE I shOulD Be coNteNd AlReAdy
MayBe Is Me whO shOuLd Go On AnD sTop thInKinG oF thE fUn TaT wE uSed tO hAVe
MayBE i ShoUld HavE LeT u Go AlreAdY
BuT I wiLL fEel sO sAd If I lEt U gO... i DoNNo wHy i'M sO grEEdy
U ArE oNcE sO cloSe tO mE... BuT nOw NoT anYmoRe...
Old HAbiT DiE HarD... BuT i WiLL trY tO Get uSeD tO iT... mAybE it iS tiMe foR mE tO moVe On... aNd tO Let U gO...
Labels: hOldiNg OntO thE ProMiSe
Posted at
- AnGeLinE aNd me In 1St PiC
- BirthdAY GaL iN thE cEntEr weARing thE pResEnt Tat wE BOuGHt
HApPY biRthdAY tO u MAgdALenE~!!! (^.^)
iT's ReAlly bEen A LonG tiME siNCe wE hAd meEt aNd chaT toGeThEr Le... ToO bAd VirgiNiA wAs NoT theRE, OTheRwiSE tOdAy's GatheRiNG wiLL bE coMPLeteD...
hAhA... thE PhoTO Tat wE tOOk laSt tiMe Is alWAy In mY waLLet... iT wAs LikE We WerE seC 2... 14yRs Old... AnD nOw wE aRe 19 le... sO I tOOk thIS cHaNce tO tAKe pHoTos AgAin... Heee... *UpdATeS UpDAtEs*
wHilE ceLebrAtiNG mAg's BirThdAY... i cAN't hElp BUt shAkiNG mY hEaD...
wHY?
mAg's FriENds jUSt coME anD gO... Nv HelP clEaN Up ThE tABlE... Nv ReAllY CelEbrATe hEr BirTHdaY liKE taT...
TheY cOMe... cHiT chAT... AnD tHEy Go... hAIZ...
MaG's alMOsT CriED AFtEr shE cuT AnD diStrIbuTe hEr BirTHdaY CAke...
hMM.. I wONDer If HeR friEnDs NOtiCEd thAT... HaiZ...
mAg : foRGeT abT thOSe wHo nV coMe foR thE paRty BuT tO enJoY UrSelF WitH THoSe wHo cAmE... ^^
BuT i AskEd mYSelF ---> aLL ShE waNteD Is To hAVe All HeR fRienDs To ceLEbrAte HeR bIrthdAy... Is It jUSt A siMPle wiSH... Is It ThaT HArD tO bE grANteD??
Is iT thE SimpLE THe wiSH... ThE haRDeR foR iT To coME truE??
WhAT CAn i dO To MakE mY siMplE wiSh cOMe trUe??
iT's ReAlly bEen A LonG tiME siNCe wE hAd meEt aNd chaT toGeThEr Le... ToO bAd VirgiNiA wAs NoT theRE, OTheRwiSE tOdAy's GatheRiNG wiLL bE coMPLeteD...
hAhA... thE PhoTO Tat wE tOOk laSt tiMe Is alWAy In mY waLLet... iT wAs LikE We WerE seC 2... 14yRs Old... AnD nOw wE aRe 19 le... sO I tOOk thIS cHaNce tO tAKe pHoTos AgAin... Heee... *UpdATeS UpDAtEs*
wHilE ceLebrAtiNG mAg's BirThdAY... i cAN't hElp BUt shAkiNG mY hEaD...
wHY?
mAg's FriENds jUSt coME anD gO... Nv HelP clEaN Up ThE tABlE... Nv ReAllY CelEbrATe hEr BirTHdaY liKE taT...
TheY cOMe... cHiT chAT... AnD tHEy Go... hAIZ...
MaG's alMOsT CriED AFtEr shE cuT AnD diStrIbuTe hEr BirTHdaY CAke...
hMM.. I wONDer If HeR friEnDs NOtiCEd thAT... HaiZ...
mAg : foRGeT abT thOSe wHo nV coMe foR thE paRty BuT tO enJoY UrSelF WitH THoSe wHo cAmE... ^^
BuT i AskEd mYSelF ---> aLL ShE waNteD Is To hAVe All HeR fRienDs To ceLEbrAte HeR bIrthdAy... Is It jUSt A siMPle wiSH... Is It ThaT HArD tO bE grANteD??
Is iT thE SimpLE THe wiSH... ThE haRDeR foR iT To coME truE??
WhAT CAn i dO To MakE mY siMplE wiSh cOMe trUe??
Posted at Tuesday, October 2, 2007
TOdaY I wEnt OUt wItH mY PrIMarY CLasSmAteS
wOot~ evErYoNE hAS GroWN Up alREaDy~ TaLLeR, BIggEr, mOre MatUrE
wHEn To FAr eaSt tO mAkAn diNNer... BefoRE thAT, wE reAChEd ToWn At aRouNd 6PM.. sHOp sHop arOUnd, waIt foR evEryoNe To reAch DeN wE eAt... By thEn It wAs 9PM alREadY
wAt dId i Saw toDAy?
AmONg thE clAssmATes, ThEre iS oNE cOUple... Hmm... ThE cOUplE SeeM tO bE HaVinG a QuArrEl...
BoTh oF theM diDn'T tAlk mUCh tO eAch OthER... OnE waLk In FroNT whilE thE oTHer waLK aT thE bAck...
I'm NOt bEry clOSe tO theM BuT i ThiNK i MAnagE tO StAy In thEiR heARt... i TrIEd tO asK OnE oF theM wAt hAppENeD BuT He diN't anS Me...
It wAS LikE...
whEn A coUplE quARReL.. whaT cAn a FrienD dO? ThE tEnsIon iS thErE BuT theRE iS noTHinG i cAn dO...
thEn... ThiS reLAte bAck To WARY...
toDaY "Y" LoOK waNteD tO hAvE luNcH witH thE reST... sO wE weNt To eAt lUNch...
i cAN sEnSE tAt He iS trYinG haRD tO fiND tOpiC To tAlk... BuT noTHinG cAN maKE uS cliCK
I FeLt tAt We ArE jUsT liKe a pASser-By oF eaCH otHer... STretCHinG oUR NEcK loNg BuT NothiNG iS doNE To mAke Us BecOmE cloSer...
I asKeD thIS QnS "Do U fEaR oF loSInG mE LIkE i FeaR oF loSinG u?"
Do u kNoW thAT If I AsK U tiS QnS... It mEAn tAT i ReAlly reALLy dOn wAN tO loSe u??
cOs U boUGhT colOR inTo mY liFe...
I Nv CliNG oNtO a FriENd Tat MuCh BeForE
BuT tHe wAY u reSpoNdeD... tHAt u dOnnO hOW tO aNs mY QnS... mAkE mE doUbT tAt I'm stiLL iMpoRtaNt In Ur liFe...
I DoNNo whAt tO sAY ANymoRE
wHo ARe U?
wHO aM i tO u?
dO i UnderStanD u?
Do U CaRE AbouT mE?
CaN u AnS mY quesTions?
i UsED tO bE a PAsser-By oF uR liFe... BuT u mAke ME stAy... NoW u HaD stAy In mY liFe... Am I A PaSSeR-By oF uR lifE?
wOot~ evErYoNE hAS GroWN Up alREaDy~ TaLLeR, BIggEr, mOre MatUrE
wHEn To FAr eaSt tO mAkAn diNNer... BefoRE thAT, wE reAChEd ToWn At aRouNd 6PM.. sHOp sHop arOUnd, waIt foR evEryoNe To reAch DeN wE eAt... By thEn It wAs 9PM alREadY
wAt dId i Saw toDAy?
AmONg thE clAssmATes, ThEre iS oNE cOUple... Hmm... ThE cOUplE SeeM tO bE HaVinG a QuArrEl...
BoTh oF theM diDn'T tAlk mUCh tO eAch OthER... OnE waLk In FroNT whilE thE oTHer waLK aT thE bAck...
I'm NOt bEry clOSe tO theM BuT i ThiNK i MAnagE tO StAy In thEiR heARt... i TrIEd tO asK OnE oF theM wAt hAppENeD BuT He diN't anS Me...
It wAS LikE...
whEn A coUplE quARReL.. whaT cAn a FrienD dO? ThE tEnsIon iS thErE BuT theRE iS noTHinG i cAn dO...
thEn... ThiS reLAte bAck To WARY...
toDaY "Y" LoOK waNteD tO hAvE luNcH witH thE reST... sO wE weNt To eAt lUNch...
i cAN sEnSE tAt He iS trYinG haRD tO fiND tOpiC To tAlk... BuT noTHinG cAN maKE uS cliCK
I FeLt tAt We ArE jUsT liKe a pASser-By oF eaCH otHer... STretCHinG oUR NEcK loNg BuT NothiNG iS doNE To mAke Us BecOmE cloSer...
I asKeD thIS QnS "Do U fEaR oF loSInG mE LIkE i FeaR oF loSinG u?"
Do u kNoW thAT If I AsK U tiS QnS... It mEAn tAT i ReAlly reALLy dOn wAN tO loSe u??
cOs U boUGhT colOR inTo mY liFe...
I Nv CliNG oNtO a FriENd Tat MuCh BeForE
BuT tHe wAY u reSpoNdeD... tHAt u dOnnO hOW tO aNs mY QnS... mAkE mE doUbT tAt I'm stiLL iMpoRtaNt In Ur liFe...
I DoNNo whAt tO sAY ANymoRE
wHo ARe U?
wHO aM i tO u?
dO i UnderStanD u?
Do U CaRE AbouT mE?
CaN u AnS mY quesTions?
i UsED tO bE a PAsser-By oF uR liFe... BuT u mAke ME stAy... NoW u HaD stAy In mY liFe... Am I A PaSSeR-By oF uR lifE?