aM i DoiNg ThiNgs RiGht...? iF i'M dOInG It RiGHt... WHY IS MY HEART ACHING EVERY TIME WHEN U ARE OUT OF MY SIGHT...?
HaiZ... ArE wE sEriOUsLy OuT Of ToPic To TaLk Le...?
aM i ThiNkiNG tOO mUch oR ThE PreSSuRE iS AlReADy ThErE whEneVEr wE aRe WaLkInG siDe By SiDe bUt nOt tAlkINg To EaCh OthEr?

HoW i WiSh i CaN sTop aSKinG thOse QuesTioNs... CoS thErE iS nO anS To iT...
BUT MY BRAIN JUST CAN'T STOP DOING THAT!!!
i JUst SiMplY hAte MySelF FoR thAt!!! UrGh!!!

i uSeD tO tEll u thAt... In oUr FriEndsHip... TheRe iS nOThiNG caLL "ouT oF toPiC"... bEcoS i kNoW thAt nO maTTer whAt... i"ll TrY mY bEsT tO TaLk aNd chEEr U uP...
ArE wE lOsiNg faiTh In EaCh oThEr...? oR i"m thE oNe whO iS loSinG fAitH iN u...?
wAt hAd i dOnE whICh iS nOt enOuGH fOr u tO gAin Ur trUst iN mE...?
wAt cAn i dO In OrDEr tO hElp u gAin bAck uR cOnFidenCe & coURAgE FoR U tO moVe oN...?
URGH!! I'm ASkiNg QnS aGaiN!!! *slAp mYSelf*
nO No nO...NoT thAT u dOn hAVe thE cOurAge ...
MaYbE u hAvE mOveD oN fRm tHE prEviOuS "chapTer" iN uR liFe...TaT'S whY u aRe UnaBle tO gO baCk likE whAt wE uSed tO bE...
iS mE... wHo cAn'T GeT oVer ThE pRevioUS "chaPTeR" oF my LiFe... =\
bUt i SeRioUSly dOn wAnnA lOSe U... thAt's foR sURe... =\

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HaiZ.. i dOnnO tOdaY iS A lUckY daY FoR Me oR i"M maKinG mYSeLf woRsT...
i cHanGe mY TP tiMEslOt frM 10JaN tO 29NoV... mY DreAM Of oWniNg ThE biKe iS nEaRer...
bUt AfTEr thAt... i FOuND ouT thAt i dON haVe MoNeY To BoOk LeSSon foR pRactiCe...
*baNg*
cOs iT mEaN... RiGHt noW i dON haVE thE mOneY tO BoOk LeSsOn...
i WiLL nOt hAvE thE moNeY foR mY biKe lAr...
thE MoNey SeEm To Be DisAppEaR SuDDenLy....
hATe tHe fEElinG oF BroKe... HatE iT tO thE coRe....(T_T)

ToDay mY fAcE iS stResSeD thROugh oUt thE LunCh tiMe...
i"m sORRy...
BuT thAnKs FoR thE cHocOlaTe... iT wAs a GreAt SurpRiSe foR mE... =]