哭完了就把眼泪擦掉， 重新戴上笑容， 微笑地度过明天 bEcOs i LeFt wiTh NoThinG
NoThinG At aLL!!!

16 daYs BeForE mY nExT pAydaY... BuT NoW i LeFt wiTh NOTHING AT ALL ExcEpT DeBtS!!
URGH!!!
ShoULd i QuiT mY jOb... bUt By LOoKinG At ThE wAy i'M LiViNg NoW...
iF i qUiT... I'M sO goInG tO DiE i ThiNk...!

ReaLLy HaTe ThE liFe I"m LEaDInG RiGHt nOW
i HaTE mY pAst...
i SeE nO fUtUrE iN mY liVe...
SeRiOuSly hAtE eVerYthiNG...
hOw i wiSh i"m BrAin deAd...
hOw i wisH i'M DeAd...

bUt DeAtH cAn soLvE eVErYthiNG??
nO!
DeAtH meAniNg I'M giVinG uP whAt i"m fiGHtinG fOr...
buT whAt aM i FiGHtiNg FoR...?
aLL tHe reAsONs iS goNe...
BeCoS thE haPPy MeMoRieS tAt waS bUiLt iN mY lIfE...iS iN thE pAst...
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