HoW sCArY caN LonEly Be??

i ThiNK...
LoNeLy iS a KinD oF FeEliNG oF ThE oTherS arE leAviNG U...
loNelY iS whEn lOOkiNG aT thE pEopLE suRRouNDinG yOu BUt thEre Is No ONe u CaN leaN onTO...nO oNe To hOLd OntO...
lONeLy LEaD tO eMptiNesS IN Ur HeArT...

whEnEvEr i"m oN mY oWn... LoNeliNesS CreEp IntO mE...
hOw i WiSh u ArE bEsiDe mE...
bUt wiSh anD reAliTy iS aLwaYs OpPOsiTe... thE clOSnesS thAT wE uSed To hAve... iS nOt thErE anYmORe...

i ReAllY fElT liKe giVinG Up... EvERythiNG...
hAd i hOld OntO U foR tOO loNg?? hOldiNg OnTo thE wiSh thAt wE wiLL bE clOSe agAin foR tOO lonG?? aM i Too sTuBBorN tO lEt iT gO??
u SaiD u ArE nOt reAdY tO bE mY deAr AgAin...
hOw lOnG muSt i wAit??
i kNow...DesPitE mE aSkiNg hErE...
eVeN iF i Ask U thEsE qnS aGaiN...
thE anS wiLL stiLL bE tHe sAmE...
u ArE trYinG uR besT tO reGaIn thE TrusT iN mE...
u ArE trYiNg To fiNd oUt Who u Are...
u ArE trYinG tO kNoW whO i'M...
u ARe tRyINg tO RegAin thE clOSeneSS...
buT ThE cloSeneSS Is alReaDy gOnE...
eVeryTHing nEgAtiVe wiLL bE gOinG oN & On... iS LikE a CyCle....
sHouLd i ConTinUE tO hoLd On??
oR iT iS tiMe tO lEt gO??

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knOw whAT??
i'M a coWaRd...
bEcoS i DaRe noT tO tHinK beYonD thE qnS thAt i AskEd mYselF...
BeCos i DArE nOt tO FigURe oUt thE aNs ThAT i aSkeD mySelf...
i"m siMplY UseleSS...