iS My AttItuDe CaUSiNg u MiSerY?? HoW shOuld I beHAvE Den??
cOntiNuE tO pOkE mY noSe iNtO uR BuSinEsS??
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sO... iS caLLiNg U dEar HuRtiNG u oR HurTinG mYselF??
i sEriOUSly DoNNo hOw tO bEhaVe...
wHeN i TriEd tO bE clOse tO u... wE alWaYS enDeD uP quArrliNg...
sO i TriEd tO puSh u AwAy... BuT i EnDeD uP nOt GiVinG u ThE BrEAthInG sPAcE thAt u ouGhT tO haVe...
iS evEryThiNg taT i Do... i DoiNG iT coRRectLY??
iS pUshiNg U aWAy A cOrrEcT chOIce??
wiLL i RegREt dOinG iT oNE daY??
aNd YeT... i DoN waN tO loSe u... SeRioUslY...

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