NothInG muCh tO SaY...
BeCoS i dOn feEl liKe saYinG...
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thEre WaS onCe... She iS noT thErE...
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i TriEd To hoLd Ur ArM... trY tO waLk bEsiDe U... caN u SeE thaT?
iT lOOks LikE... yeA... NothiNG muCh tO saY Le...
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mAybE i'M sElfisH... coS i ReaLLy doN waN tO loSe U...
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i dON liKe tO sEE u sAd...