i'M staRinG aT thE sCreEn dOnnO whAT tO tpYe iNto TodaY'S bloG
FeeLinG sO mEsSy

riGht NOw... I'm tRyinG tO puSh u AwaY frOM mY lifE...
beCoS i cOulD noT bRinG u lAugHtEr liKe thE oThEr dO...
miLLioN oF unWaNtiNG... bUt i hAvE nO chOiCe

BotH Of uS iS sO cOnfuSeD... i KnOw thAt...
CloSe fRienD... NeW friEnDs... wHO tO cHooSe??


tOdaY quArrel dO huRt eaCH othER alOt i ThiNk...
i"m sOrrY... sHOwiNG u AttiTudE... iS mY faUlt...
miLLioN oF unWanTed tO sEe u sAd...
BuT yEt sO unWanTed tO tAkE a sTeP bACk aNd chEEr u Up...
wiLL i Be JeAlouS whEn i See u clOSe tO othER??
-->yeS i Will<--
bUt i Can'T dO anYtHinG beCos It iS uR FrEEdOM tO chOOSe whO u WAnnA cloSe tO...

buT i alWaYs quEstiOninG mYselF...
whY?!?!
wHy Do i LeT u cONtrOl mY liFe wiLLinGly sO mUch?!?!
whY i CaN dON bOthEr tHe oTherS sO muCh bUt nOT u!??!
HoW cAn i sToP aLL thEsE thInG?!!?!
iS it PoSSibLe tO sTop iT?!?!


BuT i DoN wisH tO sTop iT... i DonNo wHy...
MAyBe No OnE haS cAre sO mUch FoR mE beForE...
mAybE iS beCoS oF thE proMiSe i mAde For U...
mAybE................................................... i DoN wiSh tAt wiLL hAppEN agAin...=\