4 MthS pAsSed afTeR i STarT bLoGGinG...
i woNdEr iS thERe anYonE whO i KnOW haS bEEn ReaDiNG mY bLoG..?
oR SoMEonE elSe whO i DoNNo iS ReADinG aLL thE wHilE..?
whAt WiLL haPPeNed iF soMeonE clOse tO mE foUnD oUt thAT i acTuAllY hAvE a BloG foR a LonG pErioD oF tiME anD yET i dId nOt teLL thEm...?
[doNNo, whEn iT haPpenEd... juST lEt iT haPPenEd baH]

yeA i aDmiT thAt aLL thE wHilE i feLt RedUndAnt In uR liFe...
soMetiME... i sAw u LoOkiNG aT thE othEr... AnD lauGH sEcReTly aT eaCh oThEr liKe thAt iS sOMethiNG thAT onLy boTh oF u KNoW buT nOt Me...
i jUst siMplY feLt sO reDunDanT...
bUt aLL tHe wHilE i haD bEEn tElliNg mYseLf nOt tO miNd sO muCh abT thAt...
pHAseS liKe... "i jUS waN u To bE hAppY" "lEaVe iF i wAn thE pErsoN tO bE haPPy" eTc iS alWaYs In mY miNd tO reMinD mYsElf NoT tO quArReL witH u aNymOre...
tO reMinD mYseLF thAt bY saYinG ouT wiLL onLy maKe tHinGs woRst...
i dOn waN u tO bE sAd, anGrY oR anYthiNg bAd haPPeneD tO u...
~~bEcOs mY pRomiSe oF tAkiNG cArE oF U... i"m sTiLL hoLdiNg oN...~~