i Will StanD cONfiDeNTly whEn thE woRLd LoOK doWn oN mE
i WiLL tuRn mY bAcK aGaiNst AnYoNE whO TuRn thEir bAcK At mE
&
i WiLL TRuSt mYseLf whEn thE wORld doEs nOt TruSt me...
i LiVe foR mYSelF...
iS thAt cOrRect?? i jUSt felT sO reDunDAnt iN othEr's LiFe...

althOugh u teLL mE NoT tO thiNk thAt waY...
buT u JusT sAy "beSiDe aSkiNg U nOt tO thINk tAt waY... whAT elSe caN i Do?"
iT iS juSt siMplY nOt cONviNciNg aT aLL...
hoW u WaN mE tO stOp thInkiNg thaT waY??

* sLaP mYSeLf FoR beIng a SelFiSh PeRsOn*

i woNdEr... whEneVer i'M oFF tO woRk... wiLL u FeeL sAd aNd hOpe thAt i'LL stAy??
beCoS whEnEvEr i HearD thAt u waNNa fiNd a JoB... hoW i wiSh u WiLL stAy...
i sCaRe thAt wE wiLL noT hAVe mUch tiMe foR eaCh oThEr whEn BotH oF uS ArE wORkiNg...
buT i cANnOt dO thAt... coS i dOn haVe thE reAsOn tO sToP u...

* sLaP mYSeLf FoR beIng a SelFiSh PeRsOn*SlaP*

haiZ... AcTuAllY i dOn HavE thE mOtiVatIOn To woRk anYmorE... bUt i cAN't StOP woRkiNg... >.< siMplY moNeY nOt enOugH tO TahaN mY eXpanDeS fOr anOthEr Yr...
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chIRsTmAS Is roUnd ThE coRnER!!
wiLL mY wiSh coMe trUe??
bUT whAt iS mY wiSh??
biKE?? [noPe... nOt nOw]
MonEY?? [NopE... i CaN wORk hArD foR iT]
bOyfrienD?? [naH... oUt oF mY Life!]
i tHinK... iS tO gEt baCk thE clOsEneSS thAT wE uSed tO hAvE...tO UndErsTanD anD cAn giVe mE a SenSe Of sEcuRe...
CaN i GeT thIs baCK hOW wE uSed tO bE...?
~prAy HArD~