TodAY iS thE laSt DaY oF YeaR 2007...
mAnY thInGs hApPeNeD... BotH saD anD haPPy...
mAinLy... loSt 2 FRienDs... gAiN a FaMilY... SCREWLOOSE FAMILY!! =]
mY deaR iS nOt As cLOse tO mE aNymoRe... SaDDesT paRt oF mY lIfe...
aLthOugh boTh oF uS sTill wAnteD tO bE thE oNe iMpt iN eaCh othEr's LIfe... bUt sOMehoW... wE dRiFt fUrthER...
i cOUld oNLi sLap mYselF bEcoS eaCh TimE wE maNagE tO beComE clOseR... sOMethINg caUSed By Me wiLL HurT hEr... aNd tHe clOseNesS thAt wE maNGed tO bUilD... faLL aParT aGaIn...
hAIz...

pAst FeW daYs... i bEcoME teMperAmEntAl eaSilY...
thE MaiN reAsOn iS yoU... Onli yOu... aNgeLyNN tAn wEItiNg.... mY DeaR...
bEcoS whEn i'm cOnfiDenT eNouGH tO cHeeR u Up...
BuT i oNLi ReCeiVe sIaN faCe...aNd coLdnEsS...
tuRn HeaVy-HeaRteD... anD beComE "smilElesS"
aLL bEcOs oF u... mY LauGHtEr... mY CaRzYneSS tO maKe u LAuGh... mY sAdneSS.. iS aLL bEcOS oF u...
i CouLd oNLi sLAp mYSelF FOr huRtinG u... aNd dOn bOThEr mE aNymORe...
SoRRy... dOn lEaVe mE plS... =\
dOn Be So coLd tO mE anYmoRe...
bEcOS I'll Be VEry vEry saD...
hOw i wiSh i caN cOntiNue tO caLL u DeAr... serIOuSly
bUt evRythINg iS diFFereNT aLReaDy... =\
feLt sO hoPeleSS... jusT feLT sO haRd tO bEcoMe clOse aGaIn...
u asK mE nOt tO gIvE uP...
i"m noT giVinG uP...
buT iS juST sO haRd... hAiz...

LaTEr On iN thE AfterNOoN wE aRe gOInG tO hAvE steAmBoat...
WeEee... sUre BloAteD tO deAth rIGht BefoRe yr 2008 dE..... >.<
hoPefuLLy iT wiLL bE a fUn aND eVentfUl daY =]