LoNg tiMe nV bLoG le... =X

hMmM... WeLL... i hAd AnOUnCEd tO thE woRld TaT i"m NoT gOiNg To PuRchAse BikE lE...
YeS...
i'M goIng To PosToNE mY WisH oF owNinG a BiKe... =\
sAd... BuT nO chOIce...
haiZ...
LeaRniNG bIKe oVEr le... GeT mY liCEnsE Le...
QuiT nIghT saFAri Le... WARY iS oVeR tOo...
mY 3 mTh HarDwoRk... whICh DraG foR 4 Mth aCtuAlly... iS fiNalLy OvEr...
evErytHinG cHanGeD wiThiN tHiS 4 MTh...
I'm liKe A PieCe Of BlaNk pApEr noW...
stArtinG evErythINg aLL oVer aGaiN...
BaCk tO mY... "paSSer-By oF thE oThEr'S liFe", a miNdseT thAt iS huRtFuL tO thE OthErS
bUt yeA... wE qUaRrel aGaiN...
hAiz.. SoRRy... i DiD giVe U mY eXplAinAtIOn lE... iS nOt tAt PpL dOn stAy iN mY hEaRT... iS mE wHo iS aFrAiD tO stAy iN OthEr'S liFe...
iS nOT thAT i wAnnA giVe u Up... cOs u sTanD a PlaCe dEEp doWn iN mY hEaRt....
wE aRe sTiLL fRiEnD... juST tAt iT iS noT thAt clOSe anYmoRe...
iT iS imPOssiBle To reTuRn liKe iN thE pAsT le... RiGHt? [i gUesS sO =\ ]

[ slAp mYsELf ]
sHiT...
whY Am i TaLkinG aBt thEsE aGaIn...?!?!
i'M noT suPPoSe tO taLK aBt theSe aGaIn iN oRdEr foR u tO bE haPPy...
[ slAp mYselF aGaIn ]

nOwAdAys... i FrOwn aLot... i dOn liKe iT...
i FelT thAt... i'Ve BeComE moRe anD mORe naRRow-miNdeD... mOrE anD moRe poSSeSSivE...
diSlikE mYselF alOt...
i hAvE tO lEaRn hoW tO gO eAsY witH sTuFF thAt wEnT WroNg iN thE daY...
i HaVe tO LeaRn hOW tO hiD mY FruStrAtioN & DePReSsiON...
i HavE tO fiNd baCk mY haPPy-Go-lUcKy MooD...
i hAvE tO fiNd baCk mY smiLe...
i hAvE tO... ... ... ...