iT iS juSt SimpLy TiriNg!!!

mY stUdenTs siMplY geTTing fRom bAd To woRsT...!
juSt feLt sO hElplEss...
tHe mOOd FoR sTudY iS siMplY ZERO foR thEm...
i FelT sO uSeleSS beiNg A TuTor...
fElt Like quIttiNg thE Job...
But CaN i jUSt 拍拍屁股就走？
noT oNLi thAt...
my JunioRs iS unAble tO gEt thEmsElvE mEntAllY PrePAreD foR thE trAinIng & coMpetiTioN

i hAVe bEEn NagginG & naGGinG & NaGginG thEm nOn stOp...
foRcinG & fORciNG & foRciNg thEm NoN sTop...
botH stuDent anD juNiors...
aM i doIng iT riGht??
aM i doInG whAt i ShouLD dO??

i feLt lIke i"m a DeviL...
keEp tElliNg thOse kiDs whAt thEy wheRE tHEy wiLL bE hEadiNg tO...
i See thEir woRRieD fACe afteR i toLd thEm whAt ResPonSibiliTy theY aRe gOinG CaRRy...
i FelT liKe i"m A DeVil...
anD EvErytiMe...
ExplAinAtion iS mUst OthErwiSe nO oNe wiLL unDersTanD wHy i"m dOinG it...

i FelT sO emPty...
nObOdy uNDersTanDs mE...

i hAve tO giVe uP usUal TrAinIng afTer sCh tO enSurE thAt thEre iS At LEaSt oNe pErsOn lOokinG aT tHeir foRm duRinG trAinIng...
i hAve tO mAke uSe oF mY frEE tiMe iN oRdeR tO coVer Up thE loSt trAiniNg... alOne
hOw i wiSh tHEre iS soMeoNE theRe foR mE...
aNd Not mE dOinG eVErythinG alOne...

It iS siMplY.... LoNelY...