KnOW whAt... sOmEtiMe i JusT siMplY haTe RoTTinG aT hOmE...
SimpLY hAtE iT...

FiRsT: i CaN bE sO lAzY thAt i DoN bOthEr tO dO anYthiNG aT aLL...
SecOnd: I caN't StOp MYselF frM ThiNkiNg...
tHinkINg HoW faKe PeOplE caN Be...
ThinKinG HoW UnReaL thE liFe CaN bE...
ThiNKinG HoW "HearTlEss" i caN bE... sO thAt whEn thE oTherS whO i TrusT, bRoKe mY tRusT... I caN jUSt siMply WalK oFF... [tO miNimiSe My pAiN]
i CaN DisAppEaR jUSt liKe tHe WaY i DiSapPeAr frM bEinG aN iNstRucToR oF TKD...

HoW muCh ppL uNDErsTAnD mE... i DoNNO...
How MuCH Do i UNderStaND thE oThErs... i DoNNo oSo...
EvErythiNG bEcoME sO "unCleAr"... PpL whO i OnCE, TriEd tO UndErsTanD iS aCtuAllY nOt WhO i ThiNk I knOw...

ThEre aRe ppL whO saY whO kNoW mE... DoN unDersTaNd whAt i"vE bEeN teLLinG thEm ALL THE WHILE... EvErYtiMe i HAvE tO rePeaT... RePeAT and rePeaT.... aNd YeT... thE pErsON sAy "k wadever.......it seems like i'm getting to understand u more n more....can even predict wad u gonna say"

ThEre aRE PPl whO saY "i dOnnO whEthEr i KnoW u oR nOT..."
"nOt coNfiDenT tO saY thAt i KnoW wHo u aRe"

i FelT sO WeaK...
I feLf sO hElplEsS...
AnD i FelT thaT nO One cAreS abT mE...
i FelT thAt i"m a LonEr...
i DoNNo whO i caN TruSt anYmoRe...

bUt sOmE fuNNy QnS I aSKeD mYselF --> i DoNNo i"m TruStwOrthY tO thEm oR nOt...
lOl... MaYbe tO thEm... I'm A LiaR...