Posted at Tuesday, April 29, 2008


AngeLyNn iS siCk... i WonDer HoW iS shE lE..
i tOlD hEr tHAt i'LL nOt DisTurB HeR aNymoRe... buT AftEr tHE UT i FounD mYselF kNoCkinG thE glAsS pAnEl oF hEr ClASs anD AskEd hEr ClaSsmAte whEre sHe iS... WanTed To KnoW hoW iS shE feElinG lE... buT whEn i sAw hEr... i'M loSt fOr woRds... [[slAp mYselF foR gOinG oVer anD diSturB hEr]]
anD i bEcomE emO afTer thAt...
i kEep AskinG mYselF whAt hAppEned tO mE eXaCtlY... tOtaLLy nO mooD tO teAch thOSe yR1... i jUst sIt aT a cOrnEr aNd keEp StaRinG iNto SpAce... aNd noWaDaYs... i KeeP sTariNg inTo SpaCe... lOokiNg blAnK...ThinKinG blAnk... mY liFe seEm tO beCome a BlanK paGe... mE seeM tO bE loSt iN tiMe...

LeavE thE trAiniNg GrouNd eaRliEr anD MeeTinG uP wiTh a FrieNd oF miNe... thAnks tO hiM... i'm FeeLinG sliGhtly BeTTer...
hE didN't dO muCh aCtuAlly... juSt liSteN tO mE... aNd tOdaY boTh oF uS hAd a SurPriSe frM eaCh otHer...
hE toLd mE thAt oNe oF hiS frieNd iS alSo sTudYiNg iN Rp...aLsO yR 3...ShE iS muCh MatuRe thAn Me bUt hEr liFe iS a *SHakE HEaD*...blAh BlaH bLah...
i WaSn'T pRepaRed tO kNow wHo hIs FrieNd iS... unTil i Ask hiM whO shE iS...
thAT iS whEn wE fOunD ouT thAt wE hAd a SaMe FriEnD... a GiRl whO onCe clOSe bUt NoW nOt eVeN fRienD aNymORe... hE knEw thIs GaL iN Rp...i'M suRpriSe bY thAt... anD hE iS vEry suRpriSe wHen i Told hiM thAt We aRe onCe a CloSe FrieNd...

tHiS gaL... hEr liFe chaNge DraSticAlly aFtEr sHE brOkE uP wiTh hEr BF... GueSs ShE iS aFraiD oF lOnelY anD henCe bEcoMe 'OvEr soCiaL'... woRk iN pUb, wEnt oUt wiTh WhOevEr iS "FrieNd" tO hEr... bE iT kNowiNg EacH othER foR a DaY oR twO...
tHiS gaL Nv faiLed To lEt thE pEoplE SurrOunDing hEr tO knOW whO shE iS...BecaUse oF hEr BeaUty...
TaLkinG Abt thIs gaL...maKe mE thiNk oF thE paSt... thIs 4 frieNds FrieNdshIp LaSt foR 1 yR...anD iT bRokE uP sOOn aFter thiS gaL haD a BF...

evErythIng iN mY pResEnt liFe sEEm tO bE rePeaTinG... iT iS a CyCle....
jUSt thAt thIs tiMe RouNd TheRe iS aDDitiOnal paIn iN iT...
i hAve To EnDuRe...leTTing thE tiMe wiLL HeaL iT... iF noT... tiMe wiLL maKe mE nuMb frM thE paiN... i HaVe tO enDuRe