Posted at Wednesday, April 23, 2008


HaD a QuaRRel wiTh AngelYnn... AgaiN...
whAt haD hAppEneD tO ouR fRienDshIp eXacTly?!?!
i"m TryiNg My bEsT tO pRoVe tO hEr thAt i'M a FrieNd whO woRth hEr TruSt...
bUt
sHe sTiLL cOuldn'T gEt oVer thE PAsT thAt hAppEneD iN boTh oUr liFe...
sHe iS stiLL AfrAid thAT whEneVer sHe sAw mE... All ThE tErriBle MemoRieS wiLL caMe bAck...
ThE cRaCk iS thEre.. alWaY ThEre anD thEre iS nO waY thAt iT wiLL bE mEnd...
whAteVer i dO foR hEr...BecOme a SouRcE oF StResS tO hEr...

lEt saY thEre iS soMethINg thAt iS nEEded To bE saCrifiCeS sO thAt eVerYonE caN moVe oN... i gUeSs i'M thE onE baH...
RiGHt NOw... i hAtE tHat 2 BAstArds tO thE coRe... FuCk oFF!!
BEcaUSe oF thE 2 oF u...ThE FrieNDshiP thAt i TrEaSuRe thE moSt iS goNe!!! ChEE bYe~

i'm sTiLL thInKinG...shOulD shE knOw thAt i goT thiS blOgSpoT??
ThEre Are tiMe whEn i AlmoSt waNNa senD hEr thiS linK...
buT i doNNo hoW wOulD sHE reaCt...
iF i DEciDed tO lEt hEr knOw thiS bloG... i JusT waN hEr tO knOw thAt i'M thEre... alWaYs...
beiNg uNabLe tO exPresS mY tOts ouT whEn shE iS aRouNd... anD thErefoRe i exPresS iT HeRe...
buT i doNNo whAt shE wiLL thINk lAh~
bEcaUse whAtevEr i dO... bEcoMe a StreSS tO hEr~

i KnOW whAtevEr i WaN nOW... iS iMpoSSiblE foR goOd...
i hAd To aCCepT whO sHe iS riGht nOw... anD geT mYselF moVe oN... anD oSo tO gEt riD oF thE fEElinG whiLe mOvinG oN...
AcTuaLLy thE feElinG iS goNe aLreaDy... juSt thAT i'm usiNg thAt aS aN eXcuSe fOr eVerytHiNg i dO... (haNg On & osO lEt gO)
mE vEry ChiLdiSh RighT~
i tOt i caN haNdlE thIngs ThAt haPPenEd iN mY liFe EaSilY...
bUt i'M juSt siMplY ReluCtAnT tO enD thiS fRienDshIp thAT EaSilY...
~slAp mYselF~