Posted at Monday, April 21, 2008


i'll NeVEr Let U faLL... i'LL stAnd uP witH u foRevEr... i'LL bE thEre fOr u ThroUgh iT aLL... EvEn thOUgH SaviNg u SenD mE tO hEavEn
dO u kNoW thAt i'M wiLLinG tO dO iT jUsT foR u..?
ReAsOns VeRy SimpLE...
i pRomiSeD tO taKe CaRe oF u...
u meLteD mY hEaRt anD hAd sTayeD iN mY iT...
bUt NoW... i'M sErioUSly doNNo hoW tO ReaCt whEnevEr u AppEaReD...

whEn eVerYthiNG hAd juSt stArteD...
firSt 3 mTh: peOplE teLL mE thAt i hAve tO waIt foR u tO clAm doWn... aNd u wiLL stArt TalKinG aGaiN...
6mThs: peOplE teLL mE thAt u juSt neeD moRe tiMe... moRe tiMe tO piEcE uRselF aGain...
9mtHs haD pAsSed: peOplE teLL mE thAt iS tiME foR mE tO moVe oN... bEcaUse i'M thE onE whO stiLL livE iN thE woRld oF "olD" u...
leT gO... bEcAuSe u hAd alReaDY moVed oN...
leT gO... bEcAuSe u haD gRowN... doEsn'T nEEd mY caRe foR u anYmoRe...
leT Go... i shOulD bE haPPy foR u...
thE wAit mAy DraG foR YeaRS...
buT mY heaRt juST feLt sO pAin!!!
i'M juSt... nOt sO riGht!!

thIS bloGsPoT seeM tO bE wriTTeN foR u... WriTTinG doWn hoW i feEL foR uR chaNges ovEr thE paSt fEw mTh...

i waNteD tO bE thE onE foR u tO leaN oN whEneVEr u aRe doWn...
i wAnteD tO bE tHe oNe riGht thEre liStEninG tO u aLL thE tiMe...
i wAnteD tO leT u KNoW tAt thEre iS alWaY a fRienD whO iS wiLLinG tO gO thIs faR fOr u... foR shE knOwinG thAt u aRe huRt tOo deEp bY oTheR frIenDs....
i AlwaYs waNNa RuN uP tO u anD giVe u a Hug tO lEt u KnoW thAt i'm thErE foR u
i dOn wAnt tO bE liKe thOse BasTaRd whO hUrt u sO deEplY...
u waN pEoplE whO unDersTanD u, liSteN tO u, suPPorT u...
buT lOOks likE i'M noT tHe chOOseN oNe anYmoRe...

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TaeKwoNdo (sHOulD hAvE sOMe moRE... i ThreW iT aWaY)

loOkinG aT mY aChieVmenT... makE mE waNNa laUgh & cRy aT thE sAme tiMe...

iT iS tiMe i shOUld lEaVe anD stARt mY liFe nEw...
pEoplE miGht saY i'M ruNNing AwaY...
maYbE... i'M ruNNinG aWaY... lol