Can'T taHan ThE liGht FrM mY hP...whEn mY faCe hAs No sMilE...

mY frieNd sAy i LoOk VERY FieRce... >.<

erM... juSt uPloAd tHis piC bEfoRe i loSt iT... mE anD mY FYP maTes

kNow whAt..?
i doNNo hoW tO sMile anD lAugH pRopErlY whEn i'M yoUngeR...
hahA... iS mY frieNd tauGht Me hOw tO whEn i"m iN yEar 1...
sO... i LeaRn HoW tO pUt On SmiLe oN mY faCe anD haVe lAughTer frM thE boTTom oF mY heaRt whEn i'M 18 Yrs olD...
kiNda liFe waStEd foR thE paSt 18 yRs riGht?? =X
HeNce... exPlaiNed mY lOOk...
a LittLe froWn oN mY faCe wiLL maKe mE looK liKe i'M anGry liaO... aNd fiErcE tOo...
i EvEn lOok olDer thAn CIxI whO iS 5 yRs olDEr thAn mE laH!! mY mOthEr's FrieNd coMMenT dE...

weLL... i'M thAnkfuL tO thIS frieNd oF minE whO taUght mE aLL thiS thiNgs... althOugh shE iS nOt wiTh mE anYmoRe... But i LeaRn alOt oF stuFF frM hEr alThouGh shE alwAy fEEl iNferiOr tO hErselF... soMetiMe juST waNNa smAck hEr foR shE alwaYs lOOk doWn oN hErselF...

mY faCe fOrevEr senD ouT wRonG siGnaL tO ppL suRrouNDinG... OnlY sHe iS abLe tO idEntifY iT...

i thiNk... goIng bAcK tO thE emOtioNleSs mE wiLL bE a bEttEr choiCe aS i reaLLy nEed tO nuMb mY heaRt frM thE paiN thaT i stiLL haVe tO enDuRe...
wiLL i bE aBlE tO RetuRn tO tHe YounGer Me wHo dOesN'T feEl aNythiNg At aNytiMe aT aLL..?