UrGh!!!
caN anYonE expLaiN tO mE whAt iS iT thAt i"m GoiNg thRouGh riGht NOw?!?
i FeeL emPtiNeSs AlthOuGh ThEre aRe ManY thIngs ruNNinG thRouGh iN mY miNd...
ManY tHinGs ARe ruNNinG thRouGh mY minD buT thEre aRe No DireCtiON teLLinG mE whEre i"m heaDinG tO...
i'M FeeLinG cLaM buT SoMehoW a SuppResSed eMotiOn iS hiDinG iNsiDe mE...
i FeeL LonliNesS bUt i See PeoPLe aRe thEre fOr mE...
hAvE u BeeN thRoUgh sUch thInGs bEfoRe???

i WaNNa CrY bUt thEre iS No TeaRs...
i waNNa LauGh bUt i HavE NotHinG tO laUgh aT...
juSt siMplY StrUck aT NoWheRe... =\

MaYbE i sHOulD trY laUghinG aT mYselF FoR thE meSS thAt i'Ve maDe...
iS iT a mEss? i doNNo...
i MaDe DeciSioN beFoRe i cOulD thiNk...thAt's whAt i FouNd oUt TodAy...
lEt RecaLL:
Mr TanG pRomiSed tO giVe mE a RisEr iF i tOOk paRt iN seMbaWaNg OpEn anD wiN agAinSt thE thAilaNd CompEtitOr...
thE RisEr haD aRRivEd, buT iT iS thE laSt piEcE iN thE woRld...

i ForsAke whAt iS RiGht In fRonT oF mE tO mE anD lEt wEn XuaN haVe iT...
i HavEn TeLL mR tAnG mY deCisIoN yEt... sO i DoNNo hOw wOulD hE ReaCt iF hE kNows AbouT iT... i'M pRettY suRe thAt tHe AmT oF truSt hE puT iN mE wiLL DrOp trEmEnDouSlY...
nOt OnlY thAt... i eVen hElpeD WeN xuAn bY CaLLinG mAnY ppL uP juSt tO aSk aBouT thE priCe oF thIs anD thAt oF thE bOw...

weLL... iT's TruE thAt ThE BoW DoEsn"t BeloNg tO mE riGht FrOm thE stArt... ShouLdn'T aT aLL...
i wiLL NoT bE a Gd OwNer... i wiLL noT bE a gD aRcHer ToO...
i'M nOt a Gd SenIoR aS i"m UnaBle To pRoduCe aNy ouTstAndinG jUnioRs tO wiN ComPetitON ToGethEr wiF mE...
whAt fOr mE hoLdinG onTo thE neW boW iF i"m plAnniNg tO leAvE thE clUb sOOneR oR laTer... i nEEd JoB... i nEed MonEy...
bUt
caN i lEaVe?? wiLL i Be aBle To leaVe?

i dOnNo WHY i"m sTiLL iN thIs CluB...
fOr MeMoRies?
FoR frieNds?
fOr paSSioN?
foR mYselF?
caN anYonE teLL mE pleAsE...?