Posted at Saturday, October 18, 2008
reAllY...?
iS iT reaLLy a Gd iDea??
Did i MadE tHe coRRect ChoiCe??
i doNNo...
RiGht nOw i seEm tO bE aT thE eDgE oF a BottOmlesS piT...
i GoT a FeeLinG thaT i maY faLL oFF anY tiMe...
diFFereNt CoaCheS... diFFereNt waY oF teaChinG...
mY FoRm iS NeitHer HerE nOr ThEre...
iS iT a RiGht ChoiCe tO ChaNge mY foRm iN thE firSt plaCe??
EvErytiMe whEn ALL CoAChes aRRivEd
tOgeThEr wiTh thaT AnnOyinG faTTy
iS juSt siMplY...
StreSS...
i TrieD mY bEsT tO teaCh...
TaUght tHem waTeVer i kNow...
aNd thEy FeLt thEy aRe noT wOrThy tO paSS doWn thE kNOwleDge...
wAt thE F$*k?!??!
&
i CaN saVe tHe othEr...
BuT i caN't saVe mYseLf...!!
DEN WHO IS GONNA SAVE ME?!??!
caN't heLp bUt tO aSk... WHY????
WHY aM i trYinG sO haRd iN TeaChinG u Ppl??
buT WHY iS iT sO haRd foR yoU Ppl tO heLp mE...???
doN u Ppl REALISE that i haVe 9 mThs oF metAl bOw kNOwleDge
ONLY?!?!
wHy?!?!
WhY?!?!?
WHY!?!?
i doNNo...
mY boW beCome veRy ScaRy...i doNNo waT thE heLL aM i ShoOtinG??
i dOnnO
i doNNo hOw tO cOnquEr iT...
bRiNg thE IG OuT FrM sChooL tO semBawAng CC...
dO thEm Gd oR HaRm??
Di tHey ReaLLy TraIn weLL oR iT maKeS nOt diFF...??
iS iT a RiGht sUggesTioN oF bRinGinG thEm ouT tO TraiN??????
wiNNie...
u haD MADE enough WRONG chOice...
sToP haRMinG pPL plS...
i'M SoRRy pEopLe...
vEry sOrrY....
iT juSt liKe....................
taKiNg a KniFe anD staB mYseLf...
sToP CryiNG plS wiNNie...