Posted at Monday, December 22, 2008


i'Ve beeN thiNkinG haRd...
ReaLLy ReaLLy HaRd...
sO cONfuSed...
WhAt thE heLL aM i DoinG?!?!
i doNNo aM i dOinG thiNgs riGht oR noT... hAIz...

3 mOre WeeKs bEfoRe i haVe tO tAke aNoTher paTh iN mY liFe...
caN't heLp buT tO AsK mySelF...
whY caN't i kEeP thE DaRk SeCreT tO mYseLf?!?!?
wHy i dOn hAve tHe wiLL tO leT iT diE...?
whY muSt i CoMpliCaTe thE sITuaTioN...?
HaTe mYselF fOr thAt...
sEriouSlY anGrY aT mYseLF FoR thAt...
uRgh...

woRSt...i doNNo whAt i'M feeLinG riGht noW...