Posted at Sunday, January 18, 2009
waT kiNd oF FutuRe wiLL i bE FaCinG??
wiLL i bE aBle tO HaNdlE iT??
i dOnnO...
EvErythiNg bEcomE sO blEaK...
weNt fOr PoLiCe SelEctiOn...
iF i'M sElectEd By thE PoliCe ForCe...
thErE wiLL bE 6mtH oF TraiNinG...
i'M sO goNNa miSS mY loVed oNe...
i"m sO goNNa miSs EveRythiNg thAt i haVe riGhT nOw...
FurThErmORe...
aLL FemAle muSt cUt ShoRt thEir haiR...
FraNkly SpEaKinG...
It's SupEr DISCOURAGING FoR Me
sO scAre i'll ReGreT mY DeciSioN fOr JoiNinG thE poLice ForCe...
buT CaN i qUit JoiNinG poliCe juSt bEcaUse oF mY haiR whEn i'M goInG aRouNd teLLinG peOplE thAt i'M gOiNG foR thE poLice FoRce?!?!
i thiNk i EnDed mYseLf wiTh No oThEr waY oUt iN mY liFe...
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sOmetiMes i FelT thAt i'M a uSelesS pErsOn...
wHy caN't i bE a LittLe mOre EmOtiOnlEsS??
WhY caN't i bE a LiTTle mOre HeaRtlesS??
WhY muSt i lEt u Go ThroUgh thiS kiNd oF shIt wHen i"m aBt tO eNteR anOthEr stAge of mY liFe...
i CaN't ProVide a SeNse Of SeCuriTy...
i dOnnO waT i CaN giVe
i doNNo wAt kiNd oF fuTuRe i caN pRoviDe
i DoNNo waT u rEaLLy FoNd oF...
u aRe sO mYsTeriOUs...
u kEEp ThiNGs tO uRseLf...
wOrsT oF aLL...
i wiLL nOt bE thEre fOr u MosT oF thE tiMe...
i KeEp teLLinG mYseLf...
i"m JuSt aNoThEr pErsOn iN uR liFe... whO iS a liTTle biT moRe CloSeR... Tat"s aLL...
aFteR aLL... u sUrviVed oN uR owN aLL thEsE whiLe...
i'LL waLk bEsiDe u... tO giVe u waRmTh whEn u aRe cOld... tO guiDe u iF u aRe feeLiNg loSt...
tO sUppOrt... nOt ConTroL...
bUt hoW?!?!
juSt liKe i saId......
soOn... i wiLL nOt bE thEre fOr u MosT oF thE tiMe... [[haiZ]]
i'M juSt thE woRst frieNd eVer...